epicanın the phantom agony albümünden en çok hatırlanan parçadır..sözleri ve youtube linki şöyledir; <br> <br>chance does not exist <br>but the path of life is not totally so predestined <br>and time and chronology show us how all should be <br>in the ways of existence <br>to find out why we are here <br> <br>being consciousness is a torment <br>the more we learn is the less we get <br>every answer contains a new quest <br>a quest to non existence, a journey with no end <br> <br>no one surveys the whole, focus on things so small <br>but life has objective is to make it meaningful <br>only searching for this <br>that which does not exist <br>although our ability to relativize remains unclear <br> <br>i am not afraid to die <br>i am afraid to be alive without being aware of it <br> <br>i am so afraid to, i could not stand to <br>waste all my energy on things <br>that do not matter anymore <br> <br>our future has already been written by us alone <br>but we do not grasp the meaning <br>of our programmed course of life <br>our future has already been wasted by us alone <br>and we just let it happen and do not worry at all <br> <br>we only fear what comes <br>and smell death every day <br>search for the answers that lie beyond <br> <br> <br>