"the spinning top made a sound
like a train across the valley
fading, oh so quiet
but constant till it passed
over the ridge into the distances
written on your ticket
to remind you where to stop
and when to get off"
"three years, loved you every single day, made me weak, it was real for me, yup, real for me
now ı'll fake it every single day 'til ı don't need fantasy, 'til ı feel you leave
but ı still remember everything, how we'd drift buying groceries, how you'd dance for me
ı'll start letting go of little things 'til ı'm so far away from you, far away from you, yeah"